Scarred For Life: Why I Wont Date Within My Race Again
After marrying right out of high school I thought I had the best women in the world. Being young and inexperienced, I thought what I had was true love until, she decided she didn't want me anymore. She left and got married again 30 days after our divorce. I never knew what happen to us but I knew something was not right in the marriage but not this bad.
After taking a break from "Love" for over a 3 years I found it again, what I thought was the best woman in the world only to find out, after being married to her for 4 years she had a significate other 2 of the 4 years we were married. And it was from someone she met on the job. She lied and lied about places she was going but at the time I believed everything they said, besides we are suppose to right?
I continued to ask myself "what the H*** am I doing wrong here"? I gave everything within my power to maintain happiness, her happniess made me happy. I would bragg about my wife at all times with friends, I didn't pick up on the laughter we I would say "she could do no wrong". My friends would always say "Never trust a woman all of the time" I thought they were crazy.
Quess what? I found number 3; she was great, wanted the samethings out of life I wanted; it was like love at first site. 5 years into the marriage I found out she was seeing other men on her job. After investigating the past 5 years I discovered 7 guys she claims to be just friends but so much did not add up. Like coming home late, taking different routes home and getting lost, texting late night (she said it was girlfriends) oh, and how could I forget about the phone records call 3am.
We sat down discussed the issues and she stated "I am committed to showing you I can be trusted" I was happy. But minutes after making that comment she got on the phone and called a NEW MAN she met 2 days prior on the job. The 7th man in the picture did it for me.
I found 7 men in 3 months after being married 5 years.
All women are not alike, of course; however I no longer have the engergy to trust within my race. I see it all day on my job women cheating, its sad but its reality. Yet I watch other races of women dedicated to there husband even though he is not what she wanted or thought he would be she is fighting to make it work.
The Women Of My Race Will Never Experience My Love Again.
After taking a break from "Love" for over a 3 years I found it again, what I thought was the best woman in the world only to find out, after being married to her for 4 years she had a significate other 2 of the 4 years we were married. And it was from someone she met on the job. She lied and lied about places she was going but at the time I believed everything they said, besides we are suppose to right?
I continued to ask myself "what the H*** am I doing wrong here"? I gave everything within my power to maintain happiness, her happniess made me happy. I would bragg about my wife at all times with friends, I didn't pick up on the laughter we I would say "she could do no wrong". My friends would always say "Never trust a woman all of the time" I thought they were crazy.
Quess what? I found number 3; she was great, wanted the samethings out of life I wanted; it was like love at first site. 5 years into the marriage I found out she was seeing other men on her job. After investigating the past 5 years I discovered 7 guys she claims to be just friends but so much did not add up. Like coming home late, taking different routes home and getting lost, texting late night (she said it was girlfriends) oh, and how could I forget about the phone records call 3am.
We sat down discussed the issues and she stated "I am committed to showing you I can be trusted" I was happy. But minutes after making that comment she got on the phone and called a NEW MAN she met 2 days prior on the job. The 7th man in the picture did it for me.
I found 7 men in 3 months after being married 5 years.
- The women of my race have no idea what it means to be truthful.
- The women of my race will lie just becuase.
- The women of my race believes in going to the man with the most money and materials things.
- The women of my race wont ever be happy because she feels you owe them something.
- The women of my race is simply confused and will always have a problem with a good man.
- The women of my race wont find true love becuase they dont know what it is.
All women are not alike, of course; however I no longer have the engergy to trust within my race. I see it all day on my job women cheating, its sad but its reality. Yet I watch other races of women dedicated to there husband even though he is not what she wanted or thought he would be she is fighting to make it work.
The Women Of My Race Will Never Experience My Love Again.