Reluctantly Letting Go
I find my self caught, literally stuck, between the possibility of its truth and the reality of its results.
I cannot come to a decision as to what to do because I'm engulfed, mesmerized & encapsulated with trying to predict the outcome.
Have you ever been in Love, in Love truly in Love?I speak not of the infatuation that borders the line of fixated and servitude.
I mean fully aware of how committed you are and where you stand in relation to them; both feet over the line standing firm fully submitted to the needs of your loved one.
Have you been there?Have they expressed a similar submission to you?Did you stand before God and commit yourselves to each other; confessed and professed your intentions to love and support? They say that if you love something set it free.
But isn't that the hardest thing to do?They say that if it returns it will always be yours.
Is this true?Can it be trusted?Whether if it's true or not the conflict in dealing with this has nothing to do with real Love; but so much more to do with selfishness.
Our attentions should not be concentrated on if our desires to have are more important than their right of free will.
Even the God of all creation, knowing what's right and what's wrong, refuses to force His opinions and ways upon us.
Are we more of gods ourselves to take the power to override the gift of free choice? A bit overboard?I think not.
I think not even though I find myself in this very situation.
Yet setting free and letting go are not the same.
They differ in how you keep guard over your heart.
Let not your loss cause you bitterness.
Do not allow it to turn your Love into hatred.
Have they asked of you to set them free?I would never ask this upon anyone, to deal with such issues and matters of the heart.
But if you find yourself there, faint not.
Draw strength from upon the Lord in doing what you know is best.
Continue to Love them and turn not your back.
The Lord promises that He will never leave nor ever forsake us.
Is this not real Love?Faint not and resist the Tired Heart.